Waking up to a face, body, mind, and mentality that I didn't fall asleep with...trying to discover where I fit into everything.

Gah, Bah, Arrrgghhh.

I'd say that this isn't what I'd planned, but I really didn't make plans back then, so it would be a lie. Instead, I could profess that it isn't what I'd dreamed.

Not that those dream seem very satisfactory anymore either.

Fuck.